the Mountain in My Way

Seems the more I try to change, the more I stay the same,

struggling just to survive, not worried about fortune nor fame.

Looking for a reason to muddle through another day.

I was so close to the starting line, but a mountain was in my way.

Tried to burrow through, and couldn't find my way around.

Long before I began the climb, I found the way down.

Once again I stand before it, angry and confused,

my confidence is gone, my self-esteem abused.

Lost in an apathetic despair that is almost sublime,

now I am just trying to find the strength of will to began the climb.

Originally posted on MySpace May 29, 2006 

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Moving Target

I am a moving target,

Game is on, ready, get set.

Go, I am already gone.

Been there, done that, & moved on.

Let go of the past, now I am free.

Looking for the truth, tired of creating my own reality.

Searching for happiness, no need to atone.

So are you ready? 

Because I do not want to do this alone.